screw you!

I've tried to stay positive with everything that goes wrong ok. ive tried to be a good friend to anyone who comes my way just to get stabbed in the damn back all the time by people who i think are my friends. screw it! yall can have your knives back im sure you'll be needing them soon! you say you care, bullshit! if you cared ya wouldnt be sayin the shit you do n actin the way you do. i aint gunna go on sayin my life is shit because ya know what it aint! i love my life, with the people who i know that are in my life n want to stay there. i do all kinds of crap for everyone. people or someone to vent too i am always there always will be but when you turn right around after everything i did for you, or adivce i had given you n treat me with disrespect that i dont reserve. i dont think so! i take a lot of crap ok. i've been beaten for the last 10 years of my damn life, ive been told im worthless and a piece of shit by ex's that i did anything possible i could to make them happy. i have a high tolerance for stupid ass people, i can control myself, but when i am pushed too damn far for too damn long. i dont frickin think so!!! i cant wait to get out of this town after high school. even though it probably wont be any different, hopefully i can find people who actually have respect. This isn't a piss poor me blog either. i've been pushed around, and bitched at for far too long i aint dealin with it anymore. heres to the people who will no longer be part of my life! screw you!!!